{ Friday, January 1, 2010
7:50 AM }
Happy new year!though its abit late...
spend my new year eve with bf at jan's place
tony is there too..long time never contact him
he is still the same old tony..
have a taste of how friendly phillipines people can be
drank their beer
taste abit weird ...in a sense
bf drank one can and he is sober yet i am otherwise
he still had to help me home:D sweet feeling it is
i think i told him alot of things .....but i forget what..whatever
next day we still have to work ....sianz 1/2
new year wasnt that good as i thought it would be
surprise yet terrible news he gave me..
my heart sank immediately..
he had to go back to malaysia with his bro urgently because ....family matters
god knows how long he will be back...maybe a few days
i hope he will be feeling fine..i hope he wun be too sad
i hope he will be taking good care of himself coz he havent recovered from his cough for a very long period of time
i am waiting for his call.. cant stop worrying for him
i am missing him badly...hoping he will be back home asap
it seems something is missing in the house without him
the presence of him....
most importantly, i hope he will be fine, dun be too sad
i love you(Y)