{ Thursday, October 29, 2009
3:36 AM }
LOL my blog is stagnant again
need many many times reminder from my dear friends to update:D
so here's how,
i am seriously NOT NOT very happy these few days
but thanks to my dear boyfriend accompany by my side to cheer me up
i was so afraid of losing him so i did mani mani stupid things
things i never imagine i could do
yet he didnt even scold or blame me
yup its true about what he said
he cant control what she write on her blog or what she thinks
he told me what i think was redundant
he wun like her ..coz he still remains himself
he didnt want me to feel insecure all the time yet i do
all this while he didnt do anything that betray me yet i do not trust him
the problem lies with me
tell me how can i trust him